monday mish mash

I am just a hodge podge of thoughts and ideas right now.
so much swirling around in my head!
It's hard to get a firm grip on things lately.
It seems now that the wedding is over we still haven't slowed down as much as I would have thought.
Sure our days/nights are no longer packed with following up on R.S.V.P's and making sure all the aunts & uncles have outfits to wear.
Now we have come to the ultimate : what do we do next phase.
When we moved last year it was w/ a one year lease and shortly before the wedding we received an email from the property managers stating they would love to have us as tenants for another year.......BUT our rent was going up.
And of course my wonderful husband began immediately looking for a new home for us......
citing space issues etc.......
but I put my foot down.
We are NOT moving just before/after a wedding!
That's just crazy!
But now that I'm thinking about it........
I think he may be right.

We have been seriously talking about having another baby 
(yes there will be an 8 year age gap.....sue me)
and could for sure use more living space.
We also wouldn't mind moving to another area where the local school offers after school care at a fraction of what we pay now.
(believe me when I say it's exorbitant......)
so that's a HUGE factor as our family comes first.
Babe is also up for a new position which would help us in our endeavors to obtain a large place and allow us to have a little bit less stress about money/budgets/ all the things I don't want to deal with.
So please say a prayer for him (us) this week as he interviews and awaits an answer.
At this stage all we can do is leave it in God's hands and I know the Lord is good and faithful so we are just lifting it up to him.
On another note - I have some other personal 'obstacles' ( I guess you could call them that) that I am dealing with.
Kind of the "where do I go from here" situation.
I feel as though I'm at yet another cross-roads in trying to figure out what to do with my life.
What is my dream?????

That is the elusive answer I am seeking......

anyone got any ideas?


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