Monday, April 26, 2010

the write stuff - rambling prose

you know what I've found?
I miss blogging when I don't do it often
I feel like I have withdrawal symptoms or something. 
Not because I'm the worlds greatest blogger or my "followers" are clamoring for more from me.
nope.
it's simply the cheapest form of therapy I've found.
I love to write. 
I have always kept a journal of some sort for years  - it was always a good way for me to express myself and articulate my emotions as that's something I had trouble with.
so this for me- is so much MORE than "just a blog". some silly little thing I do.
this.is.my.life.
period.
honest and true
slightly filtered (cant' put it ALL out there) 
but it's 100% me.
my brain moves a million miles a minute and if I have "ideas" I get flustered trying to get them from brain to paper.
so blogging/writing helps.
I wanted to get more disciplined w/ my writing because i've figured out that it is most likely my destiny to write a book of some kind.
not that I think I'm SO interesting but the stuff that happens to me or I see is pretty stinking hilarious 90% of the time.
and most people don't believe me when I relay these sights and stories.
but I can't make this kind of stuff up!!!
but anyway I digress.
I have come to discover this is my happy place.
my own little safe world.
and it kind of irks me that I somewhat "play it safe"
I don't post anything super controversial (at least I don't think so) or super profound
but I also don't say EVERYTHING I'm thinking.
Or even publish everything I've written.
and I don't air dirty laundry so to speak but there are times when I just want to tell everyone some of the ISH that I encounter, have to listen to and deal with.
but I don't.
because MY world is a happy place.
full of sunshine and butterflies.
the occasional gray sky but after the rain, out comes the sun and then comes a rainbow!
and we all know what's at the end of a rainbow right?

lucky charms!
hahahahaha!

ok so this was a bit of a ramble but welcome to my brain!


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