today....I will

From my FB:
Amber got a message that on this day, God wants her to know...
that tonight you can turn your worries to God, and have a good night's sleep.You've been worrying too much about the future lately. So tonight, go ahead, put your faith in God, and just have a peaceful evening and a restful sleep.

“Peace I leave with you; my peace I give you. I do not give to you as the world gives. Do not let your hearts be troubled and do not be afraid“. - John 14:27
It seems like this message is right on time.

I have been worrying about the future a lot lately.

More so than ever it seems.

And really not worrying per se but it’s constantly on my mind.

In the last week I have done more job searching and hunting than I have the last month.
Simply because I am ready to work.
Ready to do my part and contribute to this family financially.
I have been so pre-occupied with “stuff” that I haven’t really let that thought take hold.

I’ve kind of psyched myself out of looking for employment because I’m “comfortable” being home.

And while it will be a big adjustment, I am confident that we can handle it and the good Lord will allow us to transition smoothly, when the time comes.

I was offered an artistry position with a fledgling cosmetics company but something is telling me to not get involved in that just now. I’m not really sure what it is but I know in my heart that is not the place for me.

I have a confession tho I have been procrastinating like nobody’s business about a LOT of things.
Consolidating my student loans
Going to apple one to get a temp job
Networking with former Alumni
Cleaning the house
Booking the ceremony and reception venue
Dealing with the wedding budget
Working on wedding plans
Seriously looking for a job

Just putting off the inevitable because I am afraid.

Of what?

To face the future and reality.

I am fearful of too much that is insignificant.

Today I will not be anxious.
Today I will let go and let God
Today I will bring my petitions before the Lord and know that HE is in charge and will light my path.
Today I will have more faith.
Today…..I will believe that tomorrow will be just as good.
Today I will take the time…….to just enjoy
Today I will remain in the present and not look to see what’s in store.
Today is a brand new day!.


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