Tuesday, August 18, 2009

WHY?


This morning I found out I still don't have a job.

Didn't even get considered for an interview.

And I'm not sure why.

You see last week I received some info about a posting from one of my advisors

and the job was perfect for me!

I could be creative and still disciplined which appeals to my duality of nature.

I would get to work with cosmetics and learn more about the business.

So applied

And followed up.

And followed up again.

I finally contacted my advisor to find out that
"they already filled the position"

Really?

In a week?

and no one bothered to call me and say "thanks but no thanks"

so now I am left wondering WHY?

am I ever going to get a job?

what does this mean?

Because if I am absolutely honest with myself -

I DO want to work

And am not really ready to run my own business - at least not right now.

But I also don't want to just get some random temp job and waste all the time I spent in school.

I mean I went back to school to work specifically IN the beauty industry.

Not to be a customer service/ admin. temp "just for now'

And I want a career - not just a job.

So now what do I do?


Honestly I just want to curl up into a ball and cry my eyes out.

But thats not very mature of me is it?

hmmmm......

so I guess it's back to the drawing board.

1 comment:

  1. Sorry, friend. I know it's frustrating to think you've got it all figured out and have things not work out the way you expected. Keep in mind that sometimes the Lord says "no" and He probably has a very good reason for that. Enjoy the last couple of weeks of summer that you have at home with your sweet girl. =)

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